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Balance

by LJ Whalen

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1.
I was hoping for days when everything would fall into place No more pretending, five years I cannot erase What we've been through; it's devastating watching us slip I've got these flashbacks in my mind of memories I have from the past Going on road trips and barely having money for gas Man, what happened? It's devastating watching us slip But life's what you make it You could hate it but bad times never last for too long When you're positive you smile and laugh It's hard to feel down When you always got a handful of friends around It's crazy to tell me to give up 'cause I'm wasting my time You don't get it, you'll never get it So, give up 'cause you're wasting your time It's crazy to tell me to give up 'cause I'm wasting my time You don't get it, you'll never get it So, give up 'cause you're wasting your time I'll always write until I die But I'm still hoping for days when everything falls into place
2.
Power Nap 04:30
It's so dark, but don't go turn the light on It's kind of crazy, but I told you so Don't you grab a blanket, no It's kind of crazy, but I told you so This type of thing is overrated I feel like I am living a lie It's so late, but there's no way that I'm going home It's kind of crazy, but I told you so I've lied too much to myself to get me here It's kind of crazy, but I told you so This type of thing is overrated I feel like I am living a lie Hold your words Don't even say it - I know what you're thinking You'll show the world exactly what you want You'll show the world exactly what you wanted all along
3.
Homesick 01:52
Is the fact that I miss you enough to bring me home? This year has been the hardest of my life The novelty is starting to wear off I can't help but feel angry inside When I see these waters, hills and ocean These roads that lead to nowhere I'm homesick I'm writing these words again It never gets easier It only gets harder Homesick
4.
Already Gone 03:10
It feels like you're already gone It feels like you'll never get home again It's impossible to write Exactly how I'm feeling But I'll try I missed my friends a little more everyday When I hopped into my truck and I moved away But I need her more than breathing when I'm away She is everything I want She is everything Baby, maybe I'm just crazy Maybe I'm just burning out Temptation, cannot fight the urge So I give in easy No idea why I do these things It's fucking driving me crazy Repetition, can't break the mold So I give in easy Light it up and burn it all away I can't sleep You're like a bullet wound slowly killing me I can't wait Anymore so I'd rather try honesty All these kid dreams Are killing me because the stress got the best of me I think maybe I'll figure out whats fucked! Take a look around Everyone is staring, no one is saying a word too loud Everyone is judging, constantly evaluating Everything about me from my hair to the clothes that I wear I just need to break free Giving up, it's good to find honesty
5.
Washed Up 04:02
Washed up with no time to burn out I never used to wonder What this world would be like if I was alone Screaming to myself At the top of fragile lungs These words would never make a sound We were unstoppable, but I gave up We were untouchable, but I gave up Man, I hate it I feel so jaded I'm so frustrated Washed up and hated I never intended for this thing to happen I never imagined I'd witness an ending Don't you go blaming yourself again We were far too stressed out To make sense of anything
6.
A Song Of... 03:36
Will you run, run as fast as you can And will you never look back, ever again Would you wipe, wipe the tears from your eyes As you slowly drive away Will a familiar song be on the stereo Will you sing a long Without knowing a single word You still sing along Where the fuck am I going This road is dark, long and scary Without you here I'll never have it all And I'll never care at all You're the one that keeps me grounded When I fuck up, you're always there Your conversation holds like an anchor A shoulder to lean on when I get scared I get scared She's just like an anchor She keeps me grounded when I need it the most
7.
You're standing at the front step Yet still afraid to open this door I thought I'd have it all You're treading in the deep end When you know you should be swimming to shore But now I give it all away These drinks hit so hard When there's no point in drinking When there's no celebration at all A smoke cloud so thick, A burning cigarette Calms me as I exhale What was I thinking I must have been drinking Up all night smoking dope with my friends I've got the nastiest tendencies And the dirtiest habits But I am doing just fine With or without it, I know I'll survive I won't let it pull me under again Everything I've seen, everything that I've learned Is tearing me apart, I just need to restart Everything I've seen, everything that I've done Is tearing me apart, I just need to restart Or find some balance between wrong and right What would you do if every dream you ever had Slowly just burned away Would you give up or would you ask for help When everything you built just falls apart Would you give up when everything you built just falls apart I hope not

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released February 1, 2012

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LJ Whalen Calgary, Alberta

After spending the past decade playing in ska, metal and punk bands from Yellowknife to Vancouver, LJ Whalen has finally released his first solo EP, balance, out of Calgary, Alberta.

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